9/2 MON Game with Bartley. LOL, so cool man, they speak a totally different language! we won, score 52-4? Played 2 quarters i think? WAed for both. don't think i played very well.
11/2 WED Game with Raffles. we were nervous before the game, naturally. i don't think its because of the NAME. Played WA throughout though i played badly. Changed to C when meiyan couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry i'm not visible some times when i should be. i probably didn't try hard enough even though i was already at disadvantage. score was 10-41. could have caught up at the second quarter, but we failed to. coach never really screamed at us at the end of a game, made me feel worse. meiyan was upset, she broke down. others too, i could hear from their trembling voice, that made me worse worse worseee. didn't have any eye contact on anyone- eyes on my towel. when someone reflected on our mistakes, whenever i hear one that made, i couldn't take it but bla. i never felt so miserable and guilty before after a game, even if we lost. this shows how guilty i was:( i realllllly felt i could have done better, handled the pressure better. but TOO LATE. OVER. On the bus, silence-. It was raining, what a suitable weather for this-.-. studied in school. Green tea landed on my exercise bk, so cool-__-, now my book different colour.
12/2 THURS Amaths test. sucky, hope i'll pass. During recess, JiaHua gave the netballers a pink straw heart. so sweet and nice of her. there was still training even though there was a match yesterday and cross country the next day. Nvm,coach promised not doing much. did court work, then done!
13/2 FRI HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE! Cross Country!;D met up with yvonne, she was late, so we took a cab to NYP. had problems locating the meeting place. had some 'performances' from the UG groups, haha! cool man. Run time! started with Bgirls. warmed up and all and poof! run run run. sabina, yvonne and i ran together for the 2 rounds on track, and then out we went! haha, yvonne and i were moving faster than we trained-Not good. plus, there was a golf cart in front of us. haha! then yvonne suddenly scold 'ASSHOLE' wth? i thought she scolding me for running zigzag-__- maintained my first! tag number 311! when i was finishing my round at the stadium, could hear cheers here and there, so cool man. Tired of course, but we made it! cups of milos. then Wxinyi, yvonne and i went to cheer the guys! made a mile cheer too, haha! CRE-ATI-VITY~. got our UPPER SEC BOYS MEDAL. then changed, lol. they gave wrong. EDMUND TO IS FREAKING FAST MAN. He 3.6km 15+min, i 2.8km 14+min. didn't get to stand on that 123 thingy! anyway, THANK YOU JIAHUA, YVONNE, MINFENG AND PXINYI for the Valentine's gift:) went to mac with yvonne and other 2e3 guys for dinner and then home!
14/2 SAT HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! late for meeting, surprised he didn't give me black face, phew. met up with the lihui, yvonne, rijwan. went to yishun stadium to train, i was toooo tired to run lol. WE HAVE TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD. yvonne and i went to the library. studied and went to eat. and then we went back home. SINGLE HOOD is really BORING on VALENTINE'S DAY. the caps word don't suit each other.
15/2 SUN finally went to class! LOL, fun though.
16-2 MON Chinese test, ahh! i haven't finish! no tournament today, phew.
17/2 TUES Hist test postponed to thurs, phew~ so tired these few days.
18/2 WED Assembly, we got our team medal! UPPER SEC GIRLS, 3e1, FIRST! our class boys got 3rd or fourth, i forgot. then was EL test! ahhhh! don't get the passage! forgot forgot forgot! training, running with meiyan since yvonne not around. haha, the others thought we were sprinting-.- played GA, lol, so fun! long time no play this position. leemei was my defender, again~ haha! sorry leemei, i caused you to be injured, match on fri but you got injured, sorry. right hand some more, even worse.
19/2 THURS during MA, mdm khoo came looking for Wxinyi and i. talked about things, lol. Mdm Chan won't be in school today and Fri. yeah? still have E and Amaths worksheets. we just can't have a rest day. No training, but junior had. Wxinyi and i studied in the canteen. played play poison ball with juniors, lol! fun! fun! fun!
20/2 FRI Match wih cedars, had to play all quarters. I'm sorry that we lost. and I'm sorry for retreating in the 3rd quarter, i really went blank, i didn't know what to do, where to go, how to react. Sorry. i gave away possessions in the game that i could do without. i didn't come out enough. i really felt so helpless i NEEDED AND WANTED to be changed out. but i couldn't. thanks minfeng, joceyln, mrloh and the others who 'gave me confidence'. slept on the bus, so cool- dark and cooling. played passes with Wxinyi and then played don't know what with the other netballers. rushed home for tuition .BUSY LIFE. why does one day only have 24 hours? rotate slower EARTH! saw the N blog,disappointed in you. didn't you make mistakes too? even our captains never lectured us the way you're doing now. seeing all the arguments from our team mates, i really went emotional. i don't know how to describe this feeling. i have soo many things to say then, but i can't. All of you present in the arguments were my SENIORS, i can only cry inside me. WE STILL HAVE 2 MORE GAMES. DON'T LET YESTERDAY'S SORROWS AFFECT THE FUTURE.
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
ALOHA;D
9/2 MON Game with Bartley. LOL, so cool man, they speak a totally different language! we won, score 52-4? Played 2 quarters i think? WAed for both. don't think i played very well.
11/2 WED Game with Raffles. we were nervous before the game, naturally. i don't think its because of the NAME. Played WA throughout though i played badly. Changed to C when meiyan couldn't take it anymore. I'm sorry i'm not visible some times when i should be. i probably didn't try hard enough even though i was already at disadvantage. score was 10-41. could have caught up at the second quarter, but we failed to. coach never really screamed at us at the end of a game, made me feel worse. meiyan was upset, she broke down. others too, i could hear from their trembling voice, that made me worse worse worseee. didn't have any eye contact on anyone- eyes on my towel. when someone reflected on our mistakes, whenever i hear one that made, i couldn't take it but bla. i never felt so miserable and guilty before after a game, even if we lost. this shows how guilty i was:( i realllllly felt i could have done better, handled the pressure better. but TOO LATE. OVER. On the bus, silence-. It was raining, what a suitable weather for this-.-. studied in school. Green tea landed on my exercise bk, so cool-__-, now my book different colour.
12/2 THURS Amaths test. sucky, hope i'll pass. During recess, JiaHua gave the netballers a pink straw heart. so sweet and nice of her. there was still training even though there was a match yesterday and cross country the next day. Nvm,coach promised not doing much. did court work, then done!
13/2 FRI HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE! Cross Country!;D met up with yvonne, she was late, so we took a cab to NYP. had problems locating the meeting place. had some 'performances' from the UG groups, haha! cool man. Run time! started with Bgirls. warmed up and all and poof! run run run. sabina, yvonne and i ran together for the 2 rounds on track, and then out we went! haha, yvonne and i were moving faster than we trained-Not good. plus, there was a golf cart in front of us. haha! then yvonne suddenly scold 'ASSHOLE' wth? i thought she scolding me for running zigzag-__- maintained my first! tag number 311! when i was finishing my round at the stadium, could hear cheers here and there, so cool man. Tired of course, but we made it! cups of milos. then Wxinyi, yvonne and i went to cheer the guys! made a mile cheer too, haha! CRE-ATI-VITY~. got our UPPER SEC BOYS MEDAL. then changed, lol. they gave wrong. EDMUND TO IS FREAKING FAST MAN. He 3.6km 15+min, i 2.8km 14+min. didn't get to stand on that 123 thingy! anyway, THANK YOU JIAHUA, YVONNE, MINFENG AND PXINYI for the Valentine's gift:) went to mac with yvonne and other 2e3 guys for dinner and then home!
14/2 SAT HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! late for meeting, surprised he didn't give me black face, phew. met up with the lihui, yvonne, rijwan. went to yishun stadium to train, i was toooo tired to run lol. WE HAVE TO EAT HEALTHY FOOD. yvonne and i went to the library. studied and went to eat. and then we went back home. SINGLE HOOD is really BORING on VALENTINE'S DAY. the caps word don't suit each other.
15/2 SUN finally went to class! LOL, fun though.
16-2 MON Chinese test, ahh! i haven't finish! no tournament today, phew.
17/2 TUES Hist test postponed to thurs, phew~ so tired these few days.
18/2 WED Assembly, we got our team medal! UPPER SEC GIRLS, 3e1, FIRST! our class boys got 3rd or fourth, i forgot. then was EL test! ahhhh! don't get the passage! forgot forgot forgot! training, running with meiyan since yvonne not around. haha, the others thought we were sprinting-.- played GA, lol, so fun! long time no play this position. leemei was my defender, again~ haha! sorry leemei, i caused you to be injured, match on fri but you got injured, sorry. right hand some more, even worse.
19/2 THURS during MA, mdm khoo came looking for Wxinyi and i. talked about things, lol. Mdm Chan won't be in school today and Fri. yeah? still have E and Amaths worksheets. we just can't have a rest day. No training, but junior had. Wxinyi and i studied in the canteen. played play poison ball with juniors, lol! fun! fun! fun!
20/2 FRI Match wih cedars, had to play all quarters. I'm sorry that we lost. and I'm sorry for retreating in the 3rd quarter, i really went blank, i didn't know what to do, where to go, how to react. Sorry. i gave away possessions in the game that i could do without. i didn't come out enough. i really felt so helpless i NEEDED AND WANTED to be changed out. but i couldn't. thanks minfeng, joceyln, mrloh and the others who 'gave me confidence'. slept on the bus, so cool- dark and cooling. played passes with Wxinyi and then played don't know what with the other netballers. rushed home for tuition .BUSY LIFE. why does one day only have 24 hours? rotate slower EARTH! saw the N blog,disappointed in you. didn't you make mistakes too? even our captains never lectured us the way you're doing now. seeing all the arguments from our team mates, i really went emotional. i don't know how to describe this feeling. i have soo many things to say then, but i can't. All of you present in the arguments were my SENIORS, i can only cry inside me. WE STILL HAVE 2 MORE GAMES. DON'T LET YESTERDAY'S SORROWS AFFECT THE FUTURE.